Coffee
black magic flowing,
stronger, richer by the gulp.
Adrenal chalice.
Life can be a dirty shell game.
Here’s a distraction to cause anxiety.
Let’s have you dwell on this surprise mini-monkey wrench that looks big in the funhouse mirror of this morning’s light.
So I double down to fix it, and while I’m anxious about this……………………..that happens.
How I mourn for the pimple that stressed me as a teenager,
the unreturned call from a past crush,
the trivial worries that have scarred over long ago and no longer bear weight.
Addicted to worries,
there’re so many lined up.
Today I look to God.
Is it a sin to pray for faith?
I’ll skip the habitual queue and go straight to being a babe on God’s chest, slowing my breath in the comfort of His love.